Three Poems
  Miles Watson

 

Par Three with my Father

Give me forsythias planted halfmoon
through zoysia fringe, a yellow wall
downslope of a bentgrass green.
Make it the fifth, 127 uphill,
the fairway slim through apple blossoms,
just enough sky between branches to loft
a draw short & deep-lip in the bunker.
Make it white sand,
& give the rake to my father.
Tell him not to look at me like that,
& to swallow his advice
when he smooths the trap.
I don't want to know
how he would have dug this wedge.
Distract him----explode bluebills
off the water on seven, hang them left.
Tell me he'll follow, & over
the dogwoods forget I'm here.
Lie to me:
say they look full this season.
 
 

 
 
Best Friends
 
Summers we spent at the lakehouse,
The lot between your place and ours
Was a kingdom my brother and I ruled daily.
Not that we wouldn’t have shared it
Had you ever come down from that second-story window.
You never waved, never smiled, never left,
And we never knocked on your door,
Never asked if you could or why you couldn’t
Come out and play. You were our toughest audience:
We played what we thought you would like,
Tried to draw you out of that house with
Baseball, b.b.guns, bike-jumps, and death defying stunts.
Since we didn’t know your name, we gave
You ones of our own—sometimes Richie,
Occasionally Pete or Stu. The days we walked
To the pier, though you couldn’t see that far,
We took you along, imagined you on the ledge
Between us, your skinny toes dipped in the dark water.
We fished for whales with eyes as big as yours,
We talked about Pete Rose, you always laughed,
You told us we were your best friends,
Then you pushed us into the lake, hurled yourself after,
One second, the king of our world, the next,
Gone under the shake of green glass.
 
 
 
 
When a Cuban's Not a Cuban
 
You sit top-step
& light this Montecristo
You paid too many
Pesos for in Cancun,
Last summer's cruise
You also paid too much for,
Because you are bad with money,
But you have this nice
Ten-carat gold lighter
To show for it,
The way it glints & fires,
& you wait
For the head to catch & ash,
For the taste you had to have
Eight months ago
On a street that wore
Vendors like the dust.
It's nothing like
You thought it would be,
This can’t be a Cuban, it's dry,
You wheeze with each
Draw, you blow smoke
That dances off to the moon,
& you try to remember
The last time you danced
With your wife.
As if you could,
Stubborn as you are,
Mad because she won't
Allow you to smoke in the house, so
You stand,
Nearly trip
In your hurry downstairs,
Brush past the wisteria
& make your way
Behind the building
Into the fourth fairway,
The public golf course
That curves around
Your condominium complex.
There is order here,
There are rules
You understand.
The short stiff bermuda
Tickles your soles
As you walk,
Then you stop,
143 yards from the pin,
Clinch your cigar
In your teeth &
Swing, just for practice,
Before, say, you lift one
Sweet & straight,
Right at the stick—
You just know it—
& it is,
But it's long.
You didn't account for the wind
Gusting up over
Your right shoulder,
& you've flown the pin.
Say the thin guy
Jogging down the cartpath
Sees you grimace & says
Anyway, "Hey...nice shot,"
& you say nothing back
Because you know
He doesn't have these
Kinds of problems—
He isn't married,
He is good on his feet,
He can cha-cha, tango,
His handicap
Hovers around three.
He could have told you
The six was too much,
He wouldn't be here
Where you are
At the back of the green,
Down on your haunches
Surveying
The thirty-two feet
Between you & the cup,
Darkness
Making the read
Hard, but you think
It breaks slightly left
Until the moon leans
In & tells you
She thinks it breaks
Right, so you steady
Yourself over the ball
While the dogwoods
Reach for their wallets
& lay down their twenties
For & against you,
& you fold
Your fingers together,
One easy motion & the ball
Is off,
Rolling downslope
Towards what never comes,
The sound of going home.

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