Still Life with Love Poem
  Lesley Jenike

Audubon killed the things he loved most,
locking the bodies of birds into effervescence.

If I could keep all the 747s and all the prop jets
that have taken me to you and have taken me

away again, if I could keep them welded
to wooden platforms, imaginary hangers, always

taking off to the Southeast, I might not hate
them so much. I might say that this is a love

affair among airplanes. Forget Cinnamon Teals
and Wigeon Drakes, here I am instead, done

in water-color, seat 12A with Baltimore below
for natural habitat, painted from memory. Unlike

the bones of birds that rend and finally crack,
my limbs are determined. IĆ­ve got pins in all joints:

hand is on the cheek, right leg crossed over the left,
endless, with the Chesapeake always on the starboard

side of the plane; this is a study in patience.
And if I could catch the synapses of the brain,

that slapdash impulse that nets your face
and holds it inside my mind, inside the metal

guts of a flying machine, there would be no more
leaving and no arrival, just perfect, infinite motion.

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