Still Life with Love Poem
  Lesley Jenike

Audubon killed the things he loved most,
locking the bodies of birds into effervescence.

If I could keep all the 747s and all the prop jets
that have taken me to you and have taken me

away again, if I could keep them welded
to wooden platforms, imaginary hangers, always

taking off to the Southeast, I might not hate
them so much. I might say that this is a love

affair among airplanes. Forget Cinnamon Teals
and Wigeon Drakes, here I am instead, done

in water-color, seat 12A with Baltimore below
for natural habitat, painted from memory. Unlike

the bones of birds that rend and finally crack,
my limbs are determined. Iíve got pins in all joints:

hand is on the cheek, right leg crossed over the left,
endless, with the Chesapeake always on the starboard

side of the plane; this is a study in patience.
And if I could catch the synapses of the brain,

that slapdash impulse that nets your face
and holds it inside my mind, inside the metal

guts of a flying machine, there would be no more
leaving and no arrival, just perfect, infinite motion.

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