FROM THE DESK OF WILLIAM CARLOS WILLIAMS: NOTES TOWARD A SPEECH IN THREE PARTS I. Thrown from the chalky cliffs of death: another birth, and another, everyone for the moment striving and well, doing their jobs, or doing nothing, stung deadpan, waiting, plopped between one world and some stark other, the dazed infant inching up mother's belly, stuck between that loved breast and the softly spasming cord. II. Drops down, another dusk. Useless the cloudless sky, the scant flight of stars. Defeat after such dull defeat. We are beset by privilege and woe. We are divided but no different. Who will save us? Who will say all's decided, that, at last, all's decidedly swell? III. Beware the experiment found ingrowing on the shelf. What is it but life in want of greater means? What is it but the crutch of self-love searching for a wafer-thin faith? Propped in a deadening appetite of ease, I recall the quick comedy of a demonstrating woman (headstrong...underfoot) caught by local news, surrounded by a blue line of courtesy. To the camera, that escorting cop: "Your heroes all are dead. Or should be." __ 7 FALSE STARTS ON LIVING IN THE OLD NEIGHBORHOOD I. Wanda, our neighbor, out feuding again with Andy, her neighbor. His apple trees stop the sun from reaching her strawberry patch; her ivy's inching toward his prize flowers. Andy keeps a fine lawn, I can't argue the fact, for I've seen him weed through a thunderstorm. I've seen him drop a trapped squirrel, alive, over the side of the pool he eases into each afternoon, because he always said he'd rather drown than burn. I'd rather burn. II. How you tell apart those who own from those who rent here on Roosevelt: One, they're white, with, Two, fenced-in yards. III. Repetition, say, for instance, a scent that drifts through once a day (meaning discharge from a plant outside of town, unseen, headed west with the river, which is as fast a route as it is deep and near. I hear that you can fish in it if you want. If I were you, I'd try not to eat what I caught.) IV. ...She found him on his side, his open hand reaching for an unreachable hose... V. Dana, fleet of foot, passed once around her house and school, caught a light at Roosevelt and Sherman Avenue, and so she stayed in stride until she reached Riverside Road, then dropped with a pathway under the street and welcomed the pale scent of river seeping into her nose. VI. To date: paper airplanes and a wind-up race car, a dustpan, a hat, and a muddy two-wheeled tricycle. I hold on to all mine; Wanda throws her catches back. VII. So his apple trees keep the sun from reaching her strawberry patch and her ivy's inching toward his flowers. I'd kill him, I think, but winter arrives here soon. Plus there's a war on again. Each evening at six, dropped bombs test the limits of every sound-system on the block. ____ Each of these poems is an anagram of its source text. All of the letters of the source text have been used, once and only once, in the composition of the corresponding poem. No letters have been added and no letters have been left out. Many of the sources are familiar works by familiar authors, and I have indicated below each poem the text used. Unless otherwise indicated, titles, epigraphs, section numbers, and section headings are not to be considered part of the anagram. FROM THE DESK... is an anagram of W.C. Williams's "Spring and All," and "This Is Just to Say." 7 FALSE STARTS... is an anagram of the body and title of W.H. Auden's "The Unknown Citizen." |