n. the blurring or softening of sharp outlines in painting by subtle and gradual blending of one tone into another. Etymology: Italian, past participle of sfumare, to evaporate, fade out. Inside La Specola, a woman's neck graced by pearls, comma between face and science. Entirely wax, aside from that string, as though a woman sculpted on such a cold table deserves something for the borrowing. Hair, also real, kept in braids, some warrant of care or purpose for this surrogate, a sample years past her one stopped utterance for Florence, its students of bodies & service. The city stands, wax intact, but I learned my veins from books, guessing faint hairpin turns in blue x-ray, and a house where things pulsed without the rise of sight. (A mother, once chamber, confabulates from a hill address— pick ascent or decline, but just decide.) Spectacle, the small lift tab on her chest, sliding our eyes under her sides: heart, kidneys, liver, uterus purple, high- ways of veins—of course I'd think highways— & muscle rivers, system of blood and reason, of room, beauty, clauses. One thing granted her above her neighbors: she moves, or seems to. One leg, flung ajar, a pubic curtain—tickling, or nerve, or breeze disrupts what is otherwise the model's solid promise, more perfect than a brighter face, bleeding out beneath gaze. Full-bodied modesty. How does wax understand witness, keep plague in a box, resist? Studies of muscle have dressed these walls for centuries, & she continues to look up & show what she has, some colored organs, held in their shaped chambers, curved & corresponding. Suppose you would allow your hands (mine, voice of course) to examine that fit, in the wax or in the wrist (once broken, still senses), and find something you actually could not speak to, that did not arrive from biology's solid case. Moth, memory, (bed), box. With lock. What might that cavern feel like, in hands accustomed to one piece atop, askance, aside, constancy of purpose, determined rules of surface? When I glance sideways at the distant past, I can kind of feel it, but the edges elude—no protrusions, & those what I go back looking for. If my mother says (what she says) about long ago, she can progress past the brief dent of the question—but yesterday, no such luck. A sequel to (fill in stages of abuse) leaves the sentence in a state of. Encephalopathy: comma's pause & the rest never comes. When I learned to read maps (interest) she flipped, as with the horticulture bit. Ontogeny recapitulates phylogeny he said, ninth grade (won't forget). The art in Italy is so large I can't make everything out, but am satisfied by what foregrounds suggest. Each leaf echoes later mass. Vein law: eventually, it feeds back in. (Not that I meant. The rest recedes.) A guide: Da Vinci favored that film in the distance, translucent veils overlaid for atmosphere, estimate of haze. Vague sense of movement delivered by breath (in) rather than (front page). Something comes into view if we choose, put one foot in front—but first, its muted face, fuzzy guess of the thing, perhaps its king -dom, granted that it lives. Asks for your immediate pause as it adjusts, fits to your lens, then appears, one day, harsh defining stroke. Blade lands noisily in the thick top of a chest. When you see this chest it stings so bad you can't even focus. Its boxness could not be worse: solid, kept, and filled. Contact can be so cruel. Wish you'd never glimpsed a calligraphy so awful and readable, characters of such brutal defects, entire vocabularies of soundless tissues and bruises. Far better to see the skin as more than it is. The woman in pearls as woman, not willing. Even if she never took a breath from the room, kept her own, had only her sterile clarity and arranged hands, turbinate and permanent, before the constant flux of us. During the Renaissance, art arrived from the eye rather than the divine. I was inspired when they looked up in 1400 and saw parentheses' glint around the suggestions of things: ought to research popularity of halos, to know what was thought about such signs. Seems from what I've seen that everything graduates from single stark details, nicks in the surface that force us. A cornea, if scratched, handles its damage in flood; we insist on patching. My fist went straight for hers when I was two. Uncut nails, & that the last she saw of me, I believe. My family insists on duties, such as: loss (memory, present tense), forgiving (for remains of time & these lesser horizons), and chronic anything. The vocabulary of new information & episodes, sunk by anterograde amnesic difficulties. No wonder the masters found joy in observation, apprenticed themselves to anatomists and spent their pens on messages of the inner life instead of waiting for the next annunciation. Did I forget to mention one of the women in question—it won't add much, I guess. I'd rather examine the symmetry of what's simplest—fall's coming, preparing the press. Perhaps it's easiest to say in terms of lease, time and space a grant greater than land. Those contents refuse to empty their news unless. Sooner or later the ribcage deflates (see now the heart) when the subject's given its proper name and admitted to its components. Acquisitions include apples, aphids, emeralds, lost cells, all escaping details delivered to distance. Neck -lace a final trace, what we've required of ourselves. ___ Museo La Specola houses a collection of anatomical models in wax established by the Medici family. Its works introduced the possibility of three-dimensional anatomical study from a lifelike specimen and were equally important to the promotion of the artistic and scientific communities of Florence during the Renaissance. An encephalopathy is a neurological disorder disrupting coherent participation in the short-term present, complicating the making of new memories. 'Ontogeny recapitulates phylogeny' recalls the biological principle that the development of the organism mirrors the evolution of the family to which it belongs. |