“...a flux / so constant...” Of sound and image, relentless yet delicate. Not linear—a fluid fumbling. As crystallization, as wood grain, as flight patterned. Follow, be guided, through. Kristina Jipson's work reminds us of how formal rigor can open into the natural exquisite. [SA] __ GREEN STATE Our identical words might constitute two ways of framing: ours, the pines seen round the outside so near together in their action against the dark; ours, our similar parts left together in that room ringed by its distance from the pines. We would make good pictures of our sometimes accidental searches as we would make good of what is faint or dark in the pictures. Hands, the pines, cracks less visible in the wood than in bright arcs radiating white over the glass. We shut out by effort our awareness of what little variation in light that room gave to cue us and watched the white to white passing as intensification suggesting collection, a mounting on itself the contents of that sky separating us from the rim. Our nearly touching features, no less objects than drawn splashes across that sky, waxed damp in their resisting the over-whiteness as water resists submergence within itself. The pines as the glass supported around us fully or partially submerged us into a flux so constant as to allow no difference to pierce those walls we thought permeable. The frame: our static postures there behind the glass choosing not one course over another but one course after another in succession like the thickening of our exhalations slowly raising a descending force against the house. But we could move our bodies. We could choose whether and how much to be immersed. There only through our deliberate seeing as: hands, the pines, that room for our coming slowly to consider what it is we may have wanted to ask. Whether if we could not find sensible sounding sounds with which to describe our experiences we must feel in our embarrassed way our experiences to be beyond the range of sensible. Our making impulse was to realize, to make back from our realizations the pines acting blackly around the house to give us far off even in our wondering at our strikes against the white to prove their darkness was an edge. It was too many ways at once. We to start would agree to start which was less than how to do it. We could imagine well motions more intimate; the pines, definite, given by our hands to replicate for our pictures our touches gentle against the wood. Or we to sunlight before their action and increasing the depth of our excitement with each increase of red light by sunlight falling upon the wood. It was hard to feel: hands, red light, projection of ourselves into the pines to try sensations of being part. Or going outside in the usual way. Through the door instead of the glass— our first action being a revival of the house around us—stairs, floors, walls more wood than green in their persisting in their arrangement despite the lack of our attention to sustain them. We to air lights, pictures, what goes active in the wood, loosed plural again our rooms into bark restored by its being true bark, no longer active but holding beneath it layers more active than our hands within it, moving. Ours to fear: brown rings as bent, film brown to shade, the pines unframed by our casting centers on their centers as we saw them in the wood. But we were doing something. We shifted limbs to disorder— frames, points, the pictures vague as branches tracing cuts throughout the pines. We with water would wash them blue to varied ground beneath the canopy, to shade lights beneath our hands; we internal responding to capture would blue-light capture with our care for those small branches then easily cut through by contemplation of what could be sharper in the pictures. Hands, rings—it grew later. And the canopy must be black and rapid with height against the far red of that light that would pass as through veins to clear the vessels of some weight, some dangerous stay within the stem stuck upright so forward and rigid as if in fear of what yet would move it. We would move it. We redder beneath than within would need that blue going darker as we needed air against our cuts to cure the pictures of the pines, cracks, sun-flecks over our seeing not blue light housing the window formed by the frame we formed to frame it, but instead those hands beside us, still worried. Still indoors. Our senses from outside would be to one another as eyes apart but looking right up close at their apartness and widening, not at the trees as they saw them beneath the glass, but at the pines as we held them fast to black collecting evening meanings inside us, we having what we believed must be our own peculiar way of feeling, if only a little, those feelings secondary to what our senses could yield us in pictures exposed through blue light to profusion, the inexhaustible growing and shrinking back again of the cracks we fingered to prove it. We knew what would not follow our shins pushing gaps through the grass. Engagement, active, of what we called ours went still redder than the white of those clouds absorbing light and composed of parts— actually separate, actually working in opposition to one another creating tension between us and that separateness we would not call ours: sun through thin clouds, how we stood in the pictures; that we stood for the pictures. But not to repair. We in our reaching state could not sustain the pressure of some clumsy play at seaming the narrow bands grooved to peel open over our wrists. And the glass made it different from how we remembered. We in that room were more than two receiving; we had within the white flat real things and we felt adequate together protecting them. There was no colored light to fall on the wood; our hands made burdens of our patience trailing damp rings around the room. It was precious to us; the inward frames of our hands made square houses to remind us of things that happen in houses—collection, arrangement— we leaned to look in. But those other people—we must appear to them unmoved. We must put up with them in the regular ways. They would have our mystery lined to limit what might be awe at the possibility of trying what we were trying though we never said we were trying; we were passive even in our action (film, hands, the pines sounding rings) together making tools of our detachment, our stayed leaning to feel it, more. The frames: limbs fitted together to measure need in triangles of blue light. It meant our necks arched out of vertical, compression; it meant need in triangles of blue light. We would give our knees bent to joint floors gone wooden in the pictures produced in the dark to make visible the postures of our minds less joint now than those boards bearing enlargement on our papers in contact with the glass. And when we said we wanted to walk through the black that made the pines an end around the house we meant I did—I would stand behind the glass making evening mean the pines or we to blue light as twilight low in early summer to picture you sleeping soundly in that room and me to find the pines in black shapes made of cardboard and glued upright in boxes that opened loudly beneath my hands. We would not have it; you as I’d make you—other and not so exposed— would picture me sleeping soundly in that room where you would watch the pines inching closer to the edge that was to you the glass you pressed against your hands drying more in our room
than in the pictures where they drew dark limbs out for cutting. The minor transformations of those hacked branches within each frame seemed to seek increasingly to make themselves new, to build into their arrangements a reference to what we could call true: hands, lines, that it fell cooler as the light went bluer or that we were too warm in that room with its walls through which we could not pass. That touching bark, no longer green, grew to wooden around us as our cuts grew to dry within the pines acting lately like shadows on the window framing hours. We had two ways of making words for one another, both ours. That the cut ends of the branches scraped shapes against the glass; it meant need in pieces of good sky produced in the dark and perfectly visible. __ x |