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Crescendo: The Wall (Washington, DC)
As I descended into the excavation and a polished wall deepening on
one side of the walkway reflected more and more of the grass sloping upward
on the other, the din of Constitution Avenue decreased, but the stillness
surrendered to other sounds I could just make out: gunfire, men frantically
shouting instructions, a helicopter's rotor blades. Continuing down, I
clearly heard a whistle like that of a rocket and then the roar of
low-flying jet planes, all coming impossibly from the panels of black
granite, as if they were a radio. The deeper my descent, the greater the
volume and variety of the unexpected soundtrack—the pop of grenades, the
rapid nasals of the Vietnamese language, a spade clanging against rocky
soil, a whispered "Our Father," raspy and irregular breathing, rain—until
the explanation as flare lit up the inside of my head: I was hearing what
the men named on the wall heard at the precise moment each died. At the
vertex, where the wall loomed high above me, a visual crescendo matching
the aural one, and the two wings of the wall sank to ten feet and met each
other, the sounds became unbearable. I put my hands to my ears. A young
couple standing near me did not seem to hear what I heard and looked at me
as if my behavior were a threat to them. Abruptly all sounds ceased.
Shrouded in absolute silence, I knew I had died, my ears now useless, two
pieces of senseless meat. But an angel, a child with a red, white, and
blue pinwheel racketing in the capital wind, raised me from the dead. I
hurried up the walkway, catching more and more of the stir of Constitution
again, car engines, honking, the wheeze of a bus. When my head passed
higher than the top of the wall, the old sounds returned fully and I saw
joggers between me and the avenue. But now their shoes against the
pavement sounded like drumming, as if the earth were a great resonating
chamber. I could even hear the runners' individual drops of sweat striking
the cement. They crashed, salty waves on stone pilings, where they had
fallen from those lithe, tanned, determined bodies that cut through their
own self-satisfaction like swimmers through viscous water.
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