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Willie
Wilfredo likes to dress to get Papá all riled up. You know, Willie wears
those short-shorts that you see on the ladies who walk up and down that bad
street near the Shell Station that Mamá says no self-respecting good Catholic
would wander by unless your car died and you needed to get some help from
Manny who works there. Mamá says those putas have no right to mess up our
nice neighborhood. But the neighborhood don't look so nice and I figure some
pretty ladies walking up and down a street can only make things look nice,
right?
So, Willie likes to put on these short-shorts that are so tiny that his
nalgas are hanging out and then he pops in these blue contacts so that his
eyes look like he's out of some scary space movie where only one person knows
that the aliens are taking over people's bodies and no one, not even your
father, believes you when you say they're going to take us over, too. I hate
those movies. They make my stomach hurt.
Anyway, today Willie comes down the stairs looking so pretty with his long
legs showing and his eyes not looking scary this time for some reason but
shining a blue that looks like Uncle Chucho's restored Mustang instead of a
space alien's eyes. And I think to myself that Willie's cheeks even look
special, kind of red like a flower, like the blush Mamá finally let me buy
from Sav-On even though I'm only twelve but she says, mija, you're a good
girl so it's okay. I think Willie likes to take a little of my blush every
so often because I see big fingerprints in it that are bigger than mine but
that's okay because I think he looks prettier than me anyway so he should use
it. So, this morning here comes Willie looking really extra pretty and Papá
is reading La Opinión at the breakfast table, drinking his hot, black coffee
after finishing a nice, big bowl of menudo which is his special treat on
Sunday mornings.
Willie sits down at the table without saying nothing. Mamá is busy at
the stove, cleaning something up, I don't know what. I'm on the floor
watching the Power Puff Girls video on the small TV that sits on the kitchen
counter near all the Coke cans for recycling. I look up and smile at Willie.
Willie reaches across the table and grabs a piece of pan dulce and these
little gold chains that hang from his wrist just jingle-jangle and they
remind me of Christmas which is a mile away. Willie gives me a wink and I
smile and look at Papá who is now looking up at Willie but Papá isn't smiling
and so my smile falls from my face like a dirty sock from a foot. I don't like Papá's
eyes right now. They're all squinted-up and his big, black eyebrows come
down in a mean "V" and he puts his coffee cup down on the green place mat and
some of it spills over the sides of the cup but Papá doesn't seem to care.
Finally, Papá says, ¿Qué es esto?
What's what? Willie says through a mouthful of pan dulce.
I turn to look at my video again but not for long. Mamá screams and my
head swivels like a chair and I see Papá holding Willie against the wall and
something doesn't look right because Willie is looking down at Papá even
though Willie is shorter by about six inches and then I see that Willie's
feet aren't touching the floor no more, they're just dangling there like a
doll's feet and I notice for the first time that he's wearing these pretty,
clear-plastic sandals. And I don't know what to do so I just sit there with
tears coming down my face like someone just turned on the backyard hose and
Mamá isn't moving, too, but now she isn't screaming, just standing in the
kitchen, hands pulling at the dishrag, mouth open like an empty can of tuna
and eyes owl-wide.
And Papá starts to yell something in Spanish so fast I don't know what
he's saying. And then I see Willie's pretty, fake blue eyes flicker towards
me. And he smiles. Not a big smile. Just enough so that I know he's
smiling at me. And suddenly my tears turn off. Just like that. And the
house seems so quiet now, like we're suddenly under water, but I see Papá's
lips moving fast like a cat. And Willie just hangs there against the wall,
smiling at me. Looking pretty.
Daniel Olivas is the author of Assumption and Other Stories (Bilingual
Press, spring 2003), for which he was one of ten finalists in the 2000 Willa
Cather Fiction Contest sponsored by Helicon Nine Editions. He is also the
author of the novella, The Courtship of María Rivera Peña (Silver Lake
Publishing, 2000), and his stories, essays and poems have appeared in many
journals including The MacGuffin, Exquisite Corpse, THEMA, The Pacific
Review, The Raven Chronicles, Red River Review and In Posse Review. The
author's writing is featured in several anthologies including Fantasmas:
Supernatural Stories by Mexican American Writers, edited by Rob Johnson
(Bilingual Press, 2001), and Love to Mamá: A Tribute to Mothers, edited by
Pat Mora (Lee & Low Books, 2001). He received his BA in English literature
from Stanford University and law degree from the University of California at
Los Angeles. The author practices law with the California Department of
Justice specializing in land use and environmental enforcement. He makes his
home with his wife and son in the San Fernando Valley and can at reached at
olivasdan@aol.com.
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