Prayer for the Everglades A gumbo-limbo swoons in the arms of an oak. A royal palm, smooth as sunless skin, rises against blue. In this whole untouched world there seems only wind, the grass, and us. Now silent lines of wood storks appear, their white wings edged black. Here is a mathematical question for your evenings. How many moments like this make a life? But if it were not true? What if the glades were a dream, ancient, written on the walls of caves, so anthropologists peering into the darkness could say only, it must have been lovely then, when grass flowed under the sun like a young woman's falling hair. What if none of it were true? What if you and I walked all our afternoons under smoke, and never saw beyond? What if the tiny algae that velvet the water, the gators that pile like lizards on the banks, the ibis with her sweet curved bill? What if the turtles that plop off their logs like little jokes? What if the sheltering mangroves? Oh what if? Look up, friend, and take my hand. What if the wood storks were gone? * Seven Turtles On the Withlachoochee last Saturday, seven turtles in graduated sizes queued on a log, routine as the osprey nests, empty this time of year, normal as the occasional alligator, its blunt nose and hooded eyes half-submerged, as are most fears most of the time, until a plane slams into a building or a son can't be found. We are spoiled, you and I, guilty of saying of the good dark bread on our plates not, how delicious, but where's the rest. And so with the osprey nests, the turtles, even the palms leaning so low they parallel the water. But now a wood stork crosses our bow. And another. And when we look left, where river-flow complicates into cypress creek, we see it: hundreds of wood storks with their black-edged wings, hunched like priests in the trees. And I remember that morning in Cairo, years ago, when the veiled figure next to me, on the side of the aisle that was all women, turned, and took my western hands in hers as if my fingers might be breakable, as if she loved them, and said, in the only language we both understood: Pass this on. * Minnows The squared shade of water under the dock is like the most elaborate brooch that ever quivered silver. The open pond is its dress, floor-length and flowing after the rain. And now through the long folds the sun touches skin, the sand of which we are made, under which who can say what we may be thinking: We are young? We will not be young again? The pond has as many names as a boy gives the constellations, which surge in great arcs over his head, long after the last couple has bowed deeply, each to each, and left the floor. * Green and Variations The young satsuma leaves believe they will love their twigs forever, will never harden into them, like old women in bitter dresses. Look at us, the wild garlics purr, see the latest from the ditches, as they twitch their slender hips in the wind. The smilax emerges straight, with a tender mane. As he grows heavier, he will turn feral and gallop between the trees. The sweetgums are waving their hands in the air like kindergarteners. Teacher Spring leans forward. They are all in love with her. They dream she smoothes their branches as if they were bedclothes, those long, rustling evenings after school. * FIVE SMALL SKETCHES i Moment When the sun has gone behind the hills a doe comes to grass. Her fawn follows. Their two coats shine, lanterns in the dusk. ii Naptime The hollows of the rise show beneath the green blanket. My hand wants to stroke her tender hip, wake her gently. iii The Bare Trees Consider Leaves Why should they want them? This is who they really are. No false gestures. Not afraid. iv Traffic The stream must hurry to the bottom of the hill. Behind her, the rain flows fast, honking his horn. v Two Hungers A robin pulls the protesting worm. Why did it crawl towards the light on the surface of the lawn? * The Gopher Tortoise There is no room in this country for anything slow. No room for anything that digs its hole and refuses to move. Get out, we tell it, dragging it up backwards. We force it out with gasoline. We boil it live in its shell which is horny and yellowed like old toenails. The wrinkled flesh around its claws is tough. Its nose is hooked like a Jew's. When attacked it thinks only to back away. Or it takes refuge in its carapace which can be cracked wide with a hammer. There is no room in this country for anything so easily killed. And we're proud of that. We fly it like a flag. * The Florida Panther Something flashes across the evening road. We see its streaming tail. We find its tracks - huge clovers in the drifted sand-- and call the scientists. We thought you'd like to know, we tell them. There are panthers in Alachua County. And they laugh. The panthers died out years ago they say, this far north. But what I'd ask is how they know. Have they never looked into something's yellow eyes? Have they never heard twigs breaking, far on the deep woods floor? Is there no sound they can not explain? * The Hawk Every afternoon as I slide around the sandy curve, he sails across my bow, beautiful as an evening purse, each wing perfectly speckled, each dip and rise an arc I could spend a life naming. He lives in the tangled depths of sweetgum and swamp magnolia, and flies always to the field, where live oaks spread their branches to the grass like mothers laying their children down to sleep. And he comes out hungry this time of day, to spiral into the violet air. And lately, I have become aware of my bald self, how it beats as it scuttles for its burrow. But you, my love. What is the meaning of your face at the pointed edge of my sight? What is this circling? * Belling The owls' sobs overlap, as if the beginning of weeping is so profound as to summon its sister from across the trees. In the black night, the owls are touchstones. Deep in our rumpled bed, we lie listening. You remember the grandfather who made you kites, and how, when he died, you lost your only parent. I think of how easily I've betrayed you, over and again for poetry, Sheets of moonlight fall across us. In a city thousands of miles from here, a woman is overcome by the shining bay. She hunches, her head in her wet hands. * Night Watch on the Arbacia It is not the darkened sea we fear but freighters that can tip us casually on our sides, or bright-lit liners that can nudge us down until we become not dry men but bobbing lights in a wake. So when I saw the glow at the horizon which, approaching, did not turn away, you will understand why I called the crew from their bunks. They stumbled up on deck and, hearts thudding, we watched it surge closer despite our swingings of the wheel. Until, like skeptics looking finally into love's face, we realized what it was. And it was the moon, the moon. * The Sandhill Cranes The blue air fills with cries The cranes are streams, rivers. They danced on the night prairie, leapt at each other, quivering. The long bones of sand-hill cranes know their next pond. Not us. When something is too beautiful, we do not understand to leave. |