Leave-Taking
for Don Musselman
Your own orient,
the one small room
you live in
with its usual litter
of Tang Dynasty
poems.
In the great tradition
we break bread
together
(for the last time)
and drink your best
and reddest
wine. We
remind ourselves
of the Chinese poets,
Tu Fu
and Li Po who drowned
trying to embrace
a moon
in the Yellow River.
A thousand years
separate them from us
and from each other.
Heroic death
is no longer possible.
The only rivers we have,
the only moons,
are those
that shine inside us
as rivers and moons
now and then
do. We drown in them
but return again
as Chinese poets
or mythological birds,
putting on
feathers
or pale, fragile,
thin bodies of poems.
And how
does the world
serve us in our prime?
With what
rewards are we met?
We bring our poems
back with us
for want of nourishment
in death, and console
ourselves with wine.
At least we shall have
descendents,
we say.
At least we shall have
our own small sons.