The One Luxury
1.
Without ceremony
at half-past three,
the poet
takes his tea.
A small inheritance
from a great uncle
perhaps,
who never wrote
or read a line,
affords him
the one luxury
he indulges himself
in. Poetry.
2.
He has slept
later and better
than usual,
this particular
day. Wednesday.
(Without Freud,
Chagall would say.)
And has awakened
innocently, without
an idea in his head.
Which explains
his curious
detachment, the odd
angle he looks at
the world from.
3.
At the same time
(half-past three)
the poets other hand
the right one,
the one
not drinking tea
writes a poem
in his note-book.
It goes like this.
My heart
chokes on words.
My mouth chokes
on my heart.
Life is awkward,
a stammering.
I much prefer
silence to speech.
4.
But even as the poet
writes, his lines
begin to fade...
They are tentative,
disappearing...
They end.
Color only,
pure and simple,
remains.
A nameless,
faceless green.
As the poets cat
is my witness,
his friend,
licking his elbow.
Who deserves him,
who would never
second-guess.
5.
I dont know
what to make of:
the bottle
of wine, aimed
at the poets head.
Hes had his
fill of tea?
Knife and fork
and missing spoon,
pieces of fruit.
Flowers.
The poets ring,
the mysterious letter
on his cuff.
His ambiguous
index finger.
His reputation,
his career.