Asleep with her head in her arms a small room without corners. It's to make sure things don't get confused. She wakes every morning happy, come noon she feels lesser and by night fall One arm is different, length, different color...

Who is it that has us formulate the questions presupposing an answer somewhere to be found? The sphinx who riddles thought or the polluter who holds up the mirror to everyone's nudity, searching for scars, breaks on the skin, slight reddening from rubbing?

opponents of ocular evidence believe in the soul or bethink before

in the morning there is meaning

in a dusty antique shop there are piles

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They disappeared her
Some restaurants may not be entered

Inside not even empty, he thought, not even existing to be empty, why didn't I see this before, he thought, some restaurants may not be entered, some have been built to pass but never enter, he thought, that's how some things are

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what does it mean to be breath-less? to re-member? Some words may not be entered, imply innocence until closely examined, apply innocence gently--did she or didn't she have breath when breathless? and was she attached or detached when remembered?

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First there was meaning, a chaos or meaning, and then feeling a chaos of feeling and then neither meaning nor feeling could be differentiated.

He asked her what she meant, but she said she was feeling too much, too many feelings to know what she was meaning.

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flight of steps or doves

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his crotch remembers hers

he calls her fish because by looking at her and feeling her you can tell where she came from and where she is going; this clarity of her nature is most frightening

he calls her and she answers

he calls she picks up

to come must be regarded as an explanation

the flight of steps flies from her like doves she can be gigantic, born before gods and gossips, where truth learned to be withheld, held within, shrunken head, more valued than illusion, more veined

they disappeared her but I remember her breathless

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cognition is not knowing about things

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In the morning she decides to give her bottle away, the act of passing through one stage and seeing what she was before and saying I no longer look the same, feel the same, want the same

awakening to say, I no longer need the same things

the illusion is less valuable

she drinks from a bottle and wears diapers. Men no longer want to enter but fly from her or revere her, pass around her watery door

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she woke out of her dream where one night a man she met briefly was touching her inside and the next night she was pregnant

one wakes up with meaning, sleeps on feeling, wakes with many meanings, sleeps on feathers, doves as stairs fly from under her arches as she climbs, feels their petals on her soles, doesn't understand, can't stand on them, then falls against meaning. feeling. meaning
                                                We really ought to free
ourselves from the misleading influence of words.