Walter Griffin
The Baby
You are there. I have finally put a face to your ghost in the cracked photograph. I am the smile on your
face, the half-grin you used to sway my mother. Now, in the tall grass behind the stone carved with your name, I feel your breath in mine, in the curious letters of your unit and rank in the quartermaster corps. I take the cold stone in my mouth, ring the bell of this night hour. If the ground could open and set you free, I would take your bones inside mine, walk with you from this cursed place of maggots and worms, go to a ballpark, pitch a fast ball in the dark, knock one over the fence, drive
the moon into the trees, list all the things we never did on a paper plane, daddy, and fly it all the way home.
Blue Horses
Only the abandoned gate flung wide open to a cemetery in the dark is the beginning of my dream. My algebra teacher, Mr. Hawkins, who flunked me in eighth grade, is the keeper of the dead.
I tell you, I have often wondered in sweat-soaked sheets what the square root of nothing is, what the birds I drew in my Blue Horse notebook meant. Meanwhile, there is no one at the gate. Not even a crow to dot the sky, nor wind to move the hinges or make them creak, just the muttering of the shades by my bed in this motel room, my heart in their rolled up flapping at the gate where only the pardoned enter.
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