Warren Hatch: First Place, 2006 Utah Writers' Contest
Northern Cross
Teach me the Northern Cross, you say,
kneeling,
and I touch collarbone on each side of your neck
and following
my fingers you turn, mapping galaxy
with the curve of bones. Find the Milky
Way first;
face west, and spread your arms north and south,
I say. You
breathe deep once and your neck arches,
your head then in the crook of my
arm, east, here
in August and after midnight. Then, this is Deneb,
and
this is Altair, mapping those blue-white stars
to the softness and awakening
hardness of flesh.
These stars of Cygnus and Aquila, swan flying
after
eagle, south and west. Follow my hand;
trace their spreading wings, the chill
dewfall,
arc of swan’s neck along ribs and medial line;
you know the
stories of swans. And this Vega.
Your spine arches. Oh, you say rising to the
star,
another eagle, swooping in Lyra, faint trapezoid
like one knee
bending away from the other. Oh.
You see we will have a daughter who will
watch
an eagle hunt, stoop, devour prey. Oh, she says;
you see the cross,
have always known your way
among these stars at the top of summer sky,
the
great hunting birds, their stories bone-
deep and white in the arc of
pelvis.
Taxonomy of Spirits
Sun-crusted corn snow peeling back each day from basin forest—winterbound spruce, lodgepole, carrion. Today, Miller Goldtooth working through his taxonomy of spirits, hunched in sun under the lee of the divide stone.
Afternoon wind picks up, and I slip down from the stone, stretch out. Miller Goldtooth goes on, “That woman and her daughter, their ghosts down there in that country.” Two women lost in the basin last fall, caught in early freezing rain, then snow. “And that man and woman last summer lightning-struck on Crystal Lake sitting under an old fir. Their spirits sitting there still.” Two crows wind along thermals up over Notch Pass. “Some folks they chase their spirits every waking day; some spirits won’t stay put.”
I think: the flight out of Phoenix, wait an hour on the taxiway, lose more time in St. Louis. Walk off the plane in Newark when I should’ve been in that Manhattan conference room above the Hudson. A crowd mobbing across the Newark concourse to the Hudson-side windows, just wading through one more irritation. But I guess if I’d looked too, my spirit would’ve looked back, saying “What?”
Ash. Wandering. Four days later, I caught a flight out of White Plains down the Manhattan skyline, the thinning shroud of ash. Long-bending evening, following sun home. “Coyotes last night,” I say.
Miller sits up, squints. Says, “That George and Deke Button run a trapline over east toward Bald Mountain.”
The one coyote turning its voice inside out across the basin. As if where it jumped and twisted and dragged itself, the ground tore open, black, and its pack running, circling beyond lamplight.
“Move on,” Miller says, “move on,” and stretches,
and sets off across gneiss ridges, bones of the world.
The Fine and Dying Art of Shaping Light into Words
How light in cool air bends inward smoother, focused through a spotting scope; how the neighborhood below lies enfolded in dusk, and light no longer roils on convecting air. I zoom up the magnification and sweep down through our neighborhood. Lingering on my house, the porchlight. And down. And down. Past the park, its swings and jogging path, then wetlands.
On the wetlands, in that dead willow, the redtail hawks settle, their bodies a mere darkness on the willow's bleached bones. I scan the park more carefully. Each walking shape melting into gloom. And that unmoving shape— what spectral remains of light say woman? What essence shaped on dying light says beloved? I aim a flashlight and tap out: C, like a cat, stalking and pouncing, twice (dash-dot-dash-dot); L; and so on: C-L-A-I-R-E, hello, shaping light.
And she in the hollow of the park among the last settling frisbees and first kick-the-can games and dull glinting swing chains. She sees on the hill’s lip, my sudden blink of light—I am here. And she knows with the first blink, all the following stabs and stutters of light. And she blinks back, Steven. She scans this dusklit hill above the valley floor, bright above the enfolding night of the park but already melting back into the mountains above. Then, The darlings?
Wait, I say. And we wait. And we talk on in the tenuous language, each blinked word wrapped in the glimmering thread of waiting for one’s children, for their days’ unfolding arcs. Only tonight is certain; tonight they will come down from the dark and thicketed scrub oak; tonight they will keep safe.
On the mountain above, the two martens crouch in Gamble oak, coaxing chukars in voices that skip like flint down shale draws. teasing the hunched doubting birds from their guzzler pools. Eventually, the girls think of the valley and peer down, then reshape their lips tightly to that pulsing light, clever, whistling the dashes and dots. The chukars’ voices fall still, the crickets and katydids, still.
I answer, whistling, and they slip down to our hill, and I send: darlings cuddled down as they curl together under the faint stars.
Above us all, the peaks of the Three Sisters rise like heavy sea, each peak cresting, veined with blue shale in faint town light. And if waves, then the final dwelling places of starlight. The Eumenides, the beckoning fates.