SIDEWALK BAGATELLE I ask Mabel: why's it always crushed, the blue robin egg of spring? Why not some other story, or a chance to be helpful kids? Hatch it, tip it baby food on a toothpick. Mabel is older. Doesn't waltz around like us, butter dishes filled with grass, searching out the fallen. We think hard about eggs. Not so much eggs, but birth. Or maybe birds. __ HAPPY DARWIN DAY February 12, 1809 He begins like us: rice nubbin, scrap tadpole, waxed and furred then smooth as a chewed banana. In the birth room, his egg-headed, alien skull too large, precarious as that fabled soft spot we fear to puncture with our clumsy thumbs— as I imagine a man is afraid of his full weight on a bird-boned woman. One-minute human, he recognizes the nurse. Our kind, lovely forehead. Likewise the doctor and midwife, splendid primates all. When he sees his mother, he screams— his baby brain flipping switches on the slippery cave of prehistory: teat, thumb, groom, walk, hunt, fire, speak, mate, steal, farm, build, war. A fiery synopsis in every cell, story of origin in the entrails of afterbirth. His shriek fades to a dull hiccup and he suckles. There would be time to let the ocean in her lick him clean. ____ A Darwin poem closes each of the four sections of my manuscript, and this is the first in that series. I have always been enamored with the language of science and envision these poems as their own kind of evolution of one man's life. If interested, you can read the last in the series, his death poem, [here]. I really do think a lot about eggs. When I was little, I was convinced that I could hatch ones from the fridge if I could just warm them under a pillow for a few days. |